Wha Sei!

Hmmm...! Its almost 4 in the morning and i am still up waking for my hair to be dry before heading off to bed... I was quite hardworking for the whole friday as i cant play soccer on friday... Working last min designs, integrating systems for the whole day before i headed to school to do my presentation...

Ok as usual not very "zai" doing presentation as i dun noe wat i am tokking about... At least i am not using paper and reading from the sheet... Anyway 5-6 mins on stage is like a few years... Anyway finished my presentation and my colleague came driving to NUS and picked me up for a cheese prata for dinner before heading back to office for work...

Managed to secure 2 120++ kg system on the container without getting anyone hurt (because visibility is quite bad as it is quite dark) and the rest of it is my show... fixing on the cooling equipment ducting and fans... Everything is finally completed at 2am and we went west coast Mcdonalds for supper before heading home to zzzzz.... Tiring day......

休龍軒...

Yeap this month, i am going to renovate my room liao... adding a new cabinet and might add in my dream stereo system setup into my room...

I shall name my room, "休龍軒"... sounds cool....

hehe...

Mixed feelings...

Todae i found out something... I found out someone whom i loved dearly once is with another person. Hmmm, all i get is mixed feelings though this matter had passed for sometime... but still i feel a bit sour, human's nature? or is it just the plain selfish old me? Hatred? well i dun hate her anymore... Under such circumstances, normal ppl will tell me... be generous and wish her all the best...

Ok... i will just say, all the best to you...

Me...

I found myself strange... Just on one matter i can think so much about it... Why can't i take 1 for a 1 but 1 for a 2 or even 3??? Is it due to lack of self confidence? Or am i too free?? I dun think i am too free... i think i have too much brain cells to kill...

Nice day i guess...

Yeah wat a day, i went back to company as early as 7am just to help setup the system for testing (meaning i woke up as early as 6.00 am on a saturday morning...) yeah wat the fishy... Anyway, it was raining and i went to zoo in the late morning meeting with the rest of the volunteers...

We went for the asian elephant show which some of us had a free bath from the elephants... heng i managed to "siam"... Went for lunch, watch some feeding session on some of the animals e.g. lions, hippo and etc... Then some animal performace by penguins and sea lion...

After which we returned to Guilly and waited for the trainees to be picked up by their parents. Went minds cafe for some exciting games and had a good time before proceeding for our dinner...

Next was birthday celebration for andy and px at esplanade. An ice cream cake was bought and we waited for the cake to melt before it could be sliced into pieces for us to consume...

Anyway was chit chatting with the rest of the guys (got gals also) and found out somethings about me... I talked too much crap?! Okie because of that the gals mentioned that their impression of me is that i am not serious and someone who could not be rely on? *stunz* :~( okie truth hurts la...

Ok, first impression is always important, but it would take one's willingness/interest, situation (the right time to communicate?) and of course time to find out more about the "REAL" you... (okie i know lots aren't interested in me... i know...)

Anyway... i am a straight forward person which my bro kinda agrees with me (of course la he knows me about 11-12 years liao)... He mentioned to me before, those who knows you will think that you are funny... But those who dun will think that you are just a clown due to the lack of maturity shown in my conversation... Ah! Todae the truth had surfaced, what he mentioned was true... Maybe its time for a change of image... to keep quiet and let my brain think first (stop thinking about craps...) before i speak with my mouth and let the little bit of maturity within me shows....